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Saturday, February 9th, 2008
12:34 am	yea It would have worked out.....
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Saturday, January 12th, 2008
8:50 pm	O word? So college starts up again... I am siked can't wait to move back in tomorrow.... Life is really awesome right now!! =)
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Tuesday, January 8th, 2008
6:32 pm	AHHH Breaks almost over =( I am kinda excited though... Can't wait for second semester!!!
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12:32 am	YUUUPPP It's so easy for people to dwell on the past but the truth is people stopped caring a while ago so maybe you should too ..... Awesome??? I think so Life's ill friends are awesome...
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Sunday, January 6th, 2008
6:48 pm	haha I love Elisa Salerno and the fact we laugh all the time on the phone for hours.... Shes the best friend ever....Thanks again =)
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Thursday, January 3rd, 2008
12:32 pm	New Years... Probably one of the funniest experiences/ most random in life lol .....This past year could be considered one of the hardest years of my life with everything having to do with the car accident....I guess it gets hard and things happen for a reason right Elisa????.....Well I am deff happy and proud to be alive....So glad that even after all the shit that happened in 07' I still have some really awesome and loyal friends. New Years 07/08 went out with a bang...Far too much alcohol and really awesome kids to make it great...Can't wait to go back to school and finish it up and have awesome times with my new friends and go to Boston and Worcester to visit the ones that make life!! So goodbye Love of 07' Doctors appointments Surgery Sadness Hello Happiness Friends Family and making 08' the best year ever! Current Mood: Happy
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Monday, December 31st, 2007
4:25 pm	Today's New Years Eve....not sure how I feel.... =/
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Sunday, December 30th, 2007
7:59 pm	OH HEY P.S THANK GOD WE DO NOT HAVE ANY FORM OF CONTACT ANYMORE =)
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7:40 pm	I guess it was time... Not sure its been a long time since I even bothered writing on this thing lol...Well the update begins....College turned out to be awesome....met awesome people had awesome times and for once didn't hate everything or cry as much.... Its been a long year tomorrows new years and I am so glad because I can leave all that sadness in the past to better my future!....Friends aren't the same some are some have grown and moved on to better lives for themselves which is awesome... others aren't even considered friends ... Thanks to the kids who didn't leave me out of their lives this year... I have missed you all... Well to be honest life has changed and never will be the same again which is fine I think it was time for a change.... I am the happiest I have been in a while only thanks to a couple people .... School is hard and I am glad ... people suck sometimes but nothing is new and I still love him wicked awesome ... but moving on to new things in 2008...Please don't let me down I need you....New years resolution in effect today.... I guess we all had to grow up sometime .... Too bad you haven't yet... CHEERS BITCHES TO A NEW YEAR!!! Current Mood: calm
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Thursday, July 26th, 2007
7:22 pm	yea!!! COLLEGE ORIENTATION...AMAZING...AMAZING...AMMMMAZZZZZINGGGG!!!! I can't wait to move into school =)
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Thursday, July 19th, 2007
3:37 pm	i dunno I want to move... I want to bring the really awesome people with me and leave the rest behind because life is too short to cry all the time .....thanks
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Sunday, July 15th, 2007
11:47 pm	hi Orientation Party SURGERY Get better More pain meds Move to school PE@CE I really think this shit is ridiculous...
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8:11 pm	A lot of hatred for such a lil girl.... I don't think I can do this anymore.... I don't think i'm gonna last much longer..... Life would be so much better if....... Fuck doctors...Fuck car accidents....fuck fake friends....fuck lieing guys....fuck loving people....Fuck pain meds....Fuck therapists.... fuck everything that hasn't made me feel better in the months of my life.....thanks for nothing...... go ahead ask me how I really feel.... Current Mood: angry Current Music: The subtle art of the breakup song by cage
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Sunday, June 24th, 2007
6:53 pm	so yea..... Physical Therapy Meds Headaches Pain College Placement Test College Orientation Party Surgery Go to College.... Somehow in between it all...I have to have a great summer....Yea Right.... P.S you kinda suck at life...
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Tuesday, June 19th, 2007
8:43 pm	yeaaaaa boi@! I am pretty sure that things have completely changed in the past i dunno month.... or even the past fifteen minutes.....Amazingly today is the first time I haven't cried since the accident....Which is a lot to say... I have physical therapy a lot and it sucks and I have a lot of things going on but not a lot of people care about that so I won't speak of it.....you fuckin asshole!!! sorry just needed to be honest...... And if things don't work out for me in the long run on certain levels well I guess You can't win them all lol =).... I told you it was my fuckin time to be happy so shut your mouthes... OooooOoO P.S I think the whole talking shit about things that happened a while ago is juvenile and you need to go reevaluate your life thanks have a nice night <333
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Sunday, May 13th, 2007
10:27 pm	Last night I was in a car accident that almost ended my life....whether you think so or not things happen without warning.... I have never appreciated the people in my life more than I do today and well I think I will always forever care.... My face is messed up cuts bruising swelling and a laceration on my neck.... Its a big deal... I am glad to be alive today.... I hope you know that I really care and I am glad you are ok .....<333333
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Thursday, March 22nd, 2007
6:21 pm	I dont think people even read these lol but I guess I will write anyways... Today uneventful yesterday uneventful and well hopefully tonight will be great ..... Its kinda hard to care lately about anything....People will always be fake.. Life is always gonna be hard... So I guess getting used to it is the job at hand... So I am sooo tired more than ever actually... Itry to sleep lol trying doesnt mean it happens.... I dunno NOTHING else to say lol
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Wednesday, March 21st, 2007
4:07 pm	HI I am happy for once happy with everything that is going on... I got a job on my own without help from anyone... I got into college without anyones help... I did all that I have needed to do in the past few months and to be honest I am happy with everything.... I dont really need anyones approval of life or me anymore to be happy... I never really did... Its just nice to hear wordsof comfort but words are cheap..... I will never be given the things that I want I am always going to have to work hard for them... I love my family and friends for keeping me strong and I really see things getting better... So I will pay my phone bill save my money and when it comes down to it the summer is gonna be awesome people are gonna be awesome... Also if you plan on starting drama dont bother its a waste of time.... So lets all go on a vacation cuz that pretty much what I think everyone needs =) <33333333 I <3 ...
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Tuesday, March 6th, 2007
4:43 pm	yoo Last night was wicked fun.... I haven't laughed that hard in ages...=) Watch out for creepy kids hiding out in abandoned white vans lol hahahahahahahaha
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Monday, March 5th, 2007
3:11 pm	Why???? Why is it so easy to accept the bad but when things are good you question how long it will last??? I have tried so hard not to let people in... And I let my guard down and I already feel like I am gonna get hurt again.... Not because somethin has happened just because I have a feelling... Please prove me wrong it would be a really nice change of character....
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